Feeling cute, and my eyebrow game is strong.

Also not wearing a bra sooooooo I guess this means I’m winning

Next level oatmeal: oats, berries, pumpkin seeds, walnuts, almonds, peanut butter, flaked coconut, and cinnamon. Dead.

Next level oatmeal: oats, berries, pumpkin seeds, walnuts, almonds, peanut butter, flaked coconut, and cinnamon. Dead.

I decided to go ahead and do it anyway ;)

I decided to go ahead and do it anyway ;)

// Note to self://

Never go on Tumblr pre-workout. I stayed up ridiculously late last night for no reason, slept through my alarm, and woke up disgustingly late. Made breakfast/lunch and decided to take a look at tumblr before starting my workout….

I now have no time to workout before work. At least not enough time to make sure I don’t like super gross after. Guess I’ll be working out after work tonight. I’m actually hoping none of my friends text me while I’m at work so I won’t be tempted to go out instead. Blarg.

I’ve been spending my nights at a boys house, the past two nights. We aren’t even having sex. We’re just sleeping together and making out and cuddling essentially. I have no idea what this is all about. We’re just friends? I don’t know where this is headed or what this means. I’m somewhat embarrassed about it because it’s almost too cute, and definitely the type of thing I would usually avoid, but it is a thing. Weird.

In other news, I came home this morning feeling good and so I decided to hope back on the scale, and it seems that my weight has finally dropped back to what I thought it should be. I was hesitant to put real numbers up, but last week I saw numbers as hight as 177, and I feel no shame in admitting that I was freaking out quite a bit. After I started working out 174/175 seemed to be the standard, so I begrudgingly admitted to myself that I had gained about 5lbs, BUT this morning I was back at 171. The lowest weight I’ve seen in 166 so I’m excited to see that and smaller numbers again :)

The last two days I worked weird shifts so I just rearranged the two rest days that are worked into T25, did my workout today, and I am back on track!

Yayyy happy happy happy.

Sunday I’m fairly certain I will be spending the day on Toronto island in a canoe, and I’m pretty excited about it. I also have monday off and it will be a job hunting day.

elle-thinspired tagged me in this selfie challenge! 6 selfies that make me feel beautiful/attractive! So now I’m tagging: steen-to-be-a-marathoner prettymeokay thebusylife taffyflavors

Who am I to pass up the excuse to post 6 pictures of myself that I think are cute anddddd I’ve only got the white girl, head-tilt 50% of the time ;)

Pre workout or post workout? Sad that you can’t even tell.
Spoiler alert: It was pre.
Today’s workout was really good despite the fact that I started getting this pain in my stomach about halfway through. I waited awhile after I ate to workout, so I’m not exactly sure what was the cause. Either way, I feel like had that pain not been causing me to continuously stop and start up again, I actually feel like I would’ve done really well. Guess we’ll find out for sure tomorrow ;)

Pre workout or post workout? Sad that you can’t even tell.

Spoiler alert: It was pre.

Today’s workout was really good despite the fact that I started getting this pain in my stomach about halfway through. I waited awhile after I ate to workout, so I’m not exactly sure what was the cause. Either way, I feel like had that pain not been causing me to continuously stop and start up again, I actually feel like I would’ve done really well. Guess we’ll find out for sure tomorrow ;)

I know for health purposes I should throw out what is left of this cake, but I don’t know if I have it in me to throw away a cake that was made to look just like the cake Hagrid have Harry. I’m just not that person.
Ps. I think it’s clear, but Kersh is my nickname :/

I know for health purposes I should throw out what is left of this cake, but I don’t know if I have it in me to throw away a cake that was made to look just like the cake Hagrid have Harry. I’m just not that person.

Ps. I think it’s clear, but Kersh is my nickname :/

My birthday got in the way of my renewed motivation, but I’m back at it today.

The day started off a little strange since I didn’t really have breakfast food, and ended up eating my first meal pretty late in the day, but otherwise, I’d say today was a success. 

I went out and pick up some ingredients so I can be a healthy gal this week, and for dinner tonight I made a stir fry type dish with quinoa, tofu, carrots, peppers, onions, kale, and pineapple. It turned out really well, and there is a bunch leftover for at least two more meals.

I’ve decided since it’s Monday, and because I started late/missed a few of last weeks workouts for T25, I’m going to start from the beginning, today and really commit to the program. I’m sick of being frustrated with myself, and being mostly happy. I want to be entirely happy in every aspect of my life, and I know overcoming this weight will help me get there. I’m stick of my thighs being a size bigger than my calves, and I’m sick of feeling self conscious. I’m sick of seeing people around me succeed, but lacking the motivation to do something for myself. I’ve essentially taken a year off from actively trying to lose weight, and the attempts I did make were sad at best. I’m ready to recommit. I’m ready to try new things. I’m ready to work hard, and become the person I’ve been waiting around to become.

….Sorry, was that a little much at the end?

It’s actually so sad how sore my legs are 😁

Kristen, 22, Toronto, On. SW: 213.
CW: 170.
GW: 135-140?